do revolution: challenge myself to create my own happiness!

oh yeah, before i go to sleep, i forgot to tell you about one big event of my life. hmh kinda historic event? that prevert my next life.

you know the prob that make me labile-girl recently. i dont want to explain it anymore.the point is i've tried my best to get my second change. but everything is not simple as that. the decision is no. and now the time when i have to fulfill my vow. to stay away from a thing that doesnt belong to me anymore.

moreover,i realized that recently i just lived in a gloom, thinking bout a thing that i know it will hurt me best. now the time to change. time to pursue and create my own happiness. because happiness is state of mind and i'm too fatigue to pursue other's happiness since my happiness also must be considered!

i have kept that pandora box to one of my best friend. i'll take it again after i can laugh my past memories. after i can be sincere fully to accept the fact. unless that box will just hurt me more.

hope i'll be success in this revolution!
someday i'll be free from the colonization.
hmhh, but is it just free from colonization or just waiting for the new colonization?

hmh let's see soon!
now go to the lalala dreamland. haha *my new dreamland= ONLY me,my fam, my folks eat baskin robin. hahahaha*